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YOU MAKE ME:
- You make me feel special.
- You make me feel happy.
- You make me forget everyone else but you.
- You make me smile even if you’re not trying.
- You make me laugh at random things you do.
- You make me want you.
- You make me want to fight for you.
- You make me try too hard.
- You make me feel like i’m Me when i’m with you.
- You make me feel like crap sometimes.
- You make me cry over you.
- You make me realize that i can’t have you.
- You make me fall for you.
- You made me
feel this way.
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You don’t know.
You don’t know how you make me feel, at times it’s like the best feeling in the world, and at times you make me feel like the opposite of best which is worst. Every simple thing you do whether or not you’re trying..to me i feel special in a way…
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New chapter, last chapter is past.
It’s time for me to move to the next chapter and start a new one. My last chapter, taught me a life lesson and a really important one. I learned that i should just stick to one thing and not stick to a bunch of things, meaning liking one person and not a lot of them. It’s not really a choice of who i fall for, i just fall. My last relationship was two months ago, i was asked out on valentine’s day which is usually a first, but yea. Me and that person only lasted a month. It just didn’t feel that right with him, i mean at the time i was convinced to like him but at the same time i actually had feelings for him. As the weeks were going by, i started losing feelings for him because i gained feelings for someone else. Why? well it was because me and my boyfriend never really hung out that much in person, he had he friends, i had my friends, nonetheless we never hung out that much, sometimes i felt as if he lost feelings for me, which gave me the choice of liking someone else. I know it was a wrong thing for me to do. I wasn’t that faithful in the relationship which was terrible of me to do, but atleast i was committed and honest. I told him everything he should know as my boyfriend, everything that happens to me, and things like that. As for him, he didn’t really do any of those things as much as being faithful. Therefor my mistake in the relationship was that i wasn’t faithful, as for him his mistake was he never trusted me more, he never told me anything i needed to know as his girlfriend, therefore he was never committed nor honest.
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Why would you do that?
I hate watching my bestfriend with someone else…. Like I don’t have deep feelings for him but i can’t stand seeing him with some other girl… especially the one i don’t like.
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Low-Self-Esteem.
All my life i’ve dealt with low-self-esteem, usually it was based on how i look, whether it was my height, my size, or how thin i am, it would always bother me. We all have those moment when we wish we could just avoid it and forget about it, but no matter what you do, it always comes back to you. I Hate that feeling a lot, the feeling when you finally forgot about it, then someone messes things up by saying something, I kinda got over that fact of how skinny i am a long time ago, now it’s coming back again even with imperfect skin “acne”-.- It takes a lot of courage just to go through all of this, some people even kill them selves or attempt to so that the pain would ease, or do things to help them improve their confidence but it never works. I would always avoid killing myself because i wanted to stay strong but at times i feel weak and just want to give up, to be honest i’ve attempted cutting myself. Having Low self-esteem is not easy, it effects you in many ways and takes a huge Impact in you life, to others they might think so what? but to the people that deal with it everyday, it’s one of the most worst things felt or experience in life. Either way it’s not something you should joke about or make fun of especially if it’s not you. Some people take it seriously, That’s why becareful what you say, because words do hurt. It takes a lot of effort to improve their self-esteem. To those of you reading this write now… You’re not alone.
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